August 1, 2009 I decided to again test my insanity and jump out of an airplane. Well the verdict is in and I am insane, but aren’t we all in our own way? And who would want to live a sane and boring life anyways. I will test the limits of life, set monstrous goals, and set out to accomplish the seemingly impossible. Why you may ask… because if you don’t allow yourself to live, then you’re allowing yourself to die.
On a separate note, I’m in the process of cleaning out my apartment and moving to Orem. Normally this wouldn’t be anything that would be a “painful” task, but as I have been digging up the past and finding memories of my “perfect” marriage, it couldn’t be anything short of Hell (and yes, that does include pain).
I am relieved to make the change (something I just noticed as I typed the word “relieved”… doesn’t it resemble the puzzle piece “RE-LIVE”), it will help me to create a new beginning to my life and start a new chapter and phase.
