It is surreal, the feelings that comes from experiencing a connection with someone at a higher than normal level. The freedom that is shared through unabridged speech and feelings pricks my skin and I yearn for the stimulating conversation to never end. Sometimes the interaction and speech is at a very deep level of intelligence and other times it is a witty and comically offhand level that draws a laughter that is much needed in this decaying world. If you can laugh then you are doing okay. If you can laugh then you know that you are most likely happy (at least momentarily), because it is very, very hard to laugh while in a unhappy state, in fact sometimes I wonder if it even is possible to laugh at something unless you are happy.
As you can see, once again, I’m writing deep into the early morning (nearly a quarter to 4 AM). Will the sleep that my body rejects ever come and revive the part of my mind that desperately needs the rest? My current trends answer no, not unless a very strong sleeping pill is thrown into the equation, which if I can help it I’d prefer not to lean towards that choice.
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